friendship
Sometime in life, we try too hard or we don’t try at all.
Tomorrow, my MP mate who is leaving for japan on thursday is going to present his part in our MP. I sincerely wish him good luck. I have to confess, he is the guy who did most of the work. Me being me, was lazy and procrastinate like nobody business. Thanks Jia Hao for what you’ve done and I will move on to complete whatever’s left.
Today, a friend asked if I was being friendly because of other influence like a common friend and I was quite taken aback by this comment. To a certain extent, I can relate to it myself because I wasn’t really treating friends around me as friend, they are more of acquaintance. It was a very awkward moment which I didn’t know how to react and it struck me hard, what am I treating my friend as?
To date, I had 3 best friend, numerous good friend and tons of friend. How many do I talk to on a regular basis (At least once a week)? Let me count… Maybe 6?
I think it might be the dejection of past friendship which failed quite badly which explain the attitude towards people. Life experience had been quite an exciting roller coaster ride.
PS. Nevertheless, I won’t stop trying.
